Moving

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I moved.
New Blog.


hair cut

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hair cut
Originally uploaded by kim-brr-lee.
i got alllllllllll my hair chopped off!


warped

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warped
Originally uploaded by Kim_Chee.
hahahaha.

this is from retreat 2005. i warped the faces....a lonnnnng time ago...and just found it.


Free Photo Booth

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kyle pointed out this video to a few of us.

in case you haven't seen it....go here.
it's quite funny. so....WATCH IT!



the break up

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this is probably the worst post i've ever had to make....

but i need to let everyone know that....
me and kyle are no longer together.

i never ever thought anything like this would ever happen.

he called me at like 12:20 a.m. this morning....
we talked about it for like an hour....
i couldn't sleep...i threw up......

the reason for this break up isn't for anything i have done really.
it's mostly so that we can focus on God.

this realationship has really consumed so much
of our time that we could have spent with Him.....

this is probably the most difficult thing that's ever happened to me...
but i will let God move. cause i know that this is what He
wants for the both of us. even though we love each other soooo much.

if it's meant to be....it's meant to be.....

but i sure know that kyle is the one i want to be with.
which makes this most difficult.

september 12th...we would have been dating for a year and 6 months...
and the time i have spent with him has been amazing.
he's taught me so much. he's made me very happy....
kyle is amazing. and i couldn't have asked for a better friend.


so if you guys would...please pray for the both of us.
i think we're going to see each other tomorrow...hug....
and who knows if we'll ever hang out again as friends....
it's going to be so hard.

if you ever want to ask me more about this....
just call me. i have to work tonight from 4-9.....
but i might try to get off early if i can....
and i'm off for the whole weekend....
i could really use a shoulder to cry on.


love you all.


How Great is Our God

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it's been a long time since i've posted anything about God.
maybe it's due to the fact that it's been a long time since
i've spent any time with Him.

i just got done talking to kyle....and he said that his experience
at CCU has been amazing. he has gotten his relationship with God back....
and he's gotten closer to Him....and everything is just going great with that....

i want my relationship back. i haven't felt God move in so long....
but that's not His fault....it's been my own.
i just haven't felt the urge to spend any time in worship, or reading His Word.

i don't know what's been wrong with me.

honestly...i really didn't get anything out of Impact.
i felt Him move a little during worship....but that was about it.
i don't know if it was because all the stuff PM prayed about
wasn't for me or what. i'm not really sure......

all i know is that i haven't been the same spiritually in a long time.
i'd say since retreat.

i want my life to be like how it was on the mission trip everyday.
i don't need to be in Guatemala to experience that....
but it helped a lot cause that's all i had to focus on...and i had other people
to encourage me to do it.......

i think that's what my problem may be.
youth group hasn't really been the same in a while.
we haven't had a real service in a long time.....
i didn't go on a mission trip this year.....
we haven't had "prayer" in a couple years.....

all these things have probably had some kind of effect.
when we used to have prayer and youth group two times a week....
i was so on fire.....but what's happened?

it's all died down.
people have graduated and moved on with thier lives....
nothing seems to be the same anymore.

i'm hoping that things will change....

i want my relationship with God to be like it used to.
i want it to be better than it ever has before.
i want to have friends to keep me accountable.
i want to have friends that will pray with me, worship with me.
i want to be strong in my faith so that i can reach the lost.
i want God back in my life.


He's Here!!!

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My sister had her baby, if you haven't already heard!


they named him Matthew Alan Crossman
and he was born today, June 23, 2006 at 8:56 a.m.




he's soooooo cute. :)


daddy checking on matthew.


eve is holding matthew. awwwww.


great aunt brenda and the baby.


big BK store owners josh and paul.


baby footprints.


new mommy.


cry, cry, cry.
he's really not a big cryer. :)


me and my nephew!


grandpa's first grand baby.


grandma and matthew.


like father like son.


alright everyone....
if you want to keep updated with the baby pics.....
go to www.flickr.com/photos/babymatthewalan


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