Last night I was just taking random pictures...and this happens to be one of them. I must say, my dog looks like a freaking beast...or a wolverine as Emily puts it. :)

I love pictures. <3 <3 <3 <3 <3

I finally talked to Cara. I decided I've been waiting too long...and I needed to just get it out. And I did...and things seem to be cool now. I feel relived. She apologized...I did the same.

I don't really have much time to write more. If you want me to tell you more about it...just IM me or whatever.

Time for work.

I've had such an incredibly awesome weekend. I think I shall share it with you.

Friday was True Love Waits as you all may recall. And I must say, this year was probably the best one I've been to yet. 'Twas a lot of fun...and I got some prizes...which I left at the retarded restaurant. Didn't realize it until I got in the car. Oh well. I'm sure they kept it for me. haha. I've got plenty of pictures posted on my Flickr sites if you wanted to check those out. And Larry has the disk with the pictures on them...so ask him for it if you want it.

I stayed the night at my other house. Those were good times. Nathan and Aaron came over for a little bit...and Nathan can't reproduce. hahahahahaha. Just kidding.

Once it was time for bed...I hopped into Em's and bugged her and Danielle. We made shadows..and then I got kicked out. haha. Then I went to Liv's room...and we talked for a little while..then I ended up falling asleep at some point. "Who's Paul?!"

Me, Em, Val, Liv, Meghan, Danielle, Amber, and Becca all went shopping. We were looking for something I could wear to the Sadie Hawkins...but nothing seemed to work. But I had fun shopping anyways...even though I didn't buy anything. I have no luck with clothes. Companies need to realize that not everyone has legs that are >...< ye big. Retards.

We sat around the house later on..drinking my cappy...waiting for dad to get back with the Rav. He finally got home and we headed off to Rob and Becca's forrrrrrrr......Emily's suprise party!! It turned out pretty good. She didn't even expect it. Muwhahahaha. So that was a lot of fun...and a great turnout.

Sunday...went to church...then I had to work from 1-5..cause I took Saturday off. I started working in the kitchen, which I make fries, and most of the chicken stuff...tenders, originals, chicken whoppers, tendercrisp, and there's also a few other select things like chili and salad. I actually like it a little better back in the kitchen. There's more people to talk to, it's not rushed as much, and a lot of times I just stand around and do nothing. haha. Woo.

At youth group, I was kind of feeling crappy the first part of it. My head hurt and I was pooped from work. I was alright after service though. I guess all you need is a little bit of God's word to make you feel better.

Alana stayed the night. Once again, it was fun. We watched videos...and stuff. haha. No stories this time. Sorry folks.

I had to work from 11-7 today. First time working a whole day. It wasn't as bad as I thought it would be.

I'm thinking that's about it.

Let's get married.

I feel like updating. I really don't know why...considering there's not much to talk about.

Today is the annual True Love Waits dinner. Can't wait. I love getting all dressed up and hanging out with everyone. It's the perfect picture taking time. Yay! And if Larry ends up doing what he told the media team...then it's going to be super awesome! Although it'll be super awesome anyways. haha.

Emily's birthday was yesterday. Next year...she can buy some booze and we can have a big party! Anyone want to come?

I went into work today...and right when I walked in I was told, "you're not on the schedule today." What the freaking crap is that? Hm. Yeah. Thanks for telling me that in advanced. Idiots.

I'm amazed at how stupid people can be.

I want to go somewhere on Spring Break. Road trip, anyone?

This weekend is going to be so much fun. I plan on going shopping with some peeps on Saturday....to look for a dress or whatev for the Sadie Hawkinssssss. Oh oh oh!

Four day weekend. How awesome is that?

This is totally out of order....and pretty random too.

I miss Guatemala terribly.

I ran out of things to say.

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I hate confronting people. I'm so terrible at it...if I even do it.

What do I say to her? What do I say to someone who's used me so many times? Someone who's always so caught up in themselves that they don't even think to ask you if anythings wrong?

I know they've been through a lot themselves...but c'mon. You can't do that to me. Give me some space to my own. I don't need all of your problems placed upon me. I've already got enough on my plate. But you just keep on adding to that pile. There are other people in this world that can help you out. Better yet, God can help you out. He can help you out more than anyone of us can. Perhaps you should try to go to Him first. Oh. And don't use everyone. Maybe that way you can keep your friends. And not that many people would have a problem with you.

How can she not realize everything? Seriously. I don't understand how a person could be so dumbfounded.

Hopefully I can tell her soon. Once I figure out what I need to say to her...I shall.

But as for now...just pray for me I guess. And Val....thank you. I don't know what I'd do without you.

<3 :love: <3

I made a new xanga mainly for pictures. Check it out sometime.

www.xanga.com/PityShow

Enjoy.

Derek's house is so flippin sweet! And his hallways. Wow. Amazing. It made me feel like I was at Planet Hollywood! All I can say is...I want that.

My weekend has been pretty good so far. Last night I went over to Jenny's church to celebrate her birthday. We played Underground Church. And for any of you that have been in her church...you know how freaky it is. Especially the basement. It made me and Alana pee our pants. haha.

I went to media team today. I hadn't been there for quite a while. At least three weeks. And then I had to work from 3-7. Went over to Derek's...and that brings me to now...which I'm 'doing nothing'...and I'm about to go to bed cause I'm freaking tired.

I have a hard time sleeping at other people's houses sometimes. Like last night, I stayed at Jen's...and I kept on waking up at night. I'd say I woke up more than 10 times. It was ridiculous. I don't even know why I did. Perhaps cause I was so hot that I was sweating. But yeah..it's just weird. I usually sleep good at other people's houses...but last night was just one of those nights when I couldn't get much sleep.

That was a pointless story. I hope you enjoyed it.

Stuffy noses suck.

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